WELCOME TO MY HEAD!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EBUNOLUWA!!!! 25 is here already!!!! Yippee So I just feel like starting this new year of mine with ‘25 things I’m grateful for’ So here goes: 1. Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross for a wretched sinner like me and allowing me to be your daughter. 2. Thank you Jesus for allowing me to be a girl 😁😆😁😆 3. Thank you Jesus for letting me to be born in the Femi okeowo family. 4. Thank you Jesus that I can see, talk, walk, and move. 5. Thank you Jesus cos there is color in this world 6. Thank you Jesus that I and my family members are in good health. 7. Thank you Jesus for giving me wonderful siblings. 8. Thank you Jesus For making me useful in your vineyard. 9. Thank you Jesus For the ability to get an education and for the schools I attended. 10. Thank you Jesus That I studied engineering in university. 11. Thank you Jesus For wonderful friends. 12. Thank you Jesus for safety. 13. Thank you Jesus for sanity. 14. Thank you Jesus for my future husban...

So I’m starting this article by 10:38pm on my 25th birthday eve. I’m laying on my bed in my parent’s house 😞 and I’m feeling sad 😔 Wow. So it’s been 25 year since I was born. How did time pass so quickly? Am I not meant to be excited? Why am I feeling this way? Off course I’m grateful for life and so much more, certainly. But I really can’t place how I’m  feeling. I think it’s a mixture of uncertainty, anxiety, sadness, unfufillment and probably what makes it worse is how distant I've felt from God in the last 1 month. This is me basically pouring out my mind in the little way I can. I sincerely hope I’ll be able to look back at this and smile cos I would have overcome. Some of the major things troubling me are: Olaolu and his ways The fact that I may not be able to travel for Ope’s graduation. God I honestly want to go. Make a clear way Lord. Please just do it I’ve not reached ‘there’ yet I need to get a distinction in my M.Eng program Clarity in my career Promotio...

This day was the day i fell sick after a very long time, and honestly there are just a few things in this life that is worse than falling sick. This experience got me thinking of so many things we have in our lives that we take for granted or see as the norm.