2018 LESSON 2
I FELL IN LOVE THIS YEAR!!!!!!
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I'm sure you're wondering what is the lesson here, chill, I'll get there soon.
But wait first, isn't the term falling in love too extreme for a hard hearted person like me. Okay lemme rephrase the statement.
I LIKED SOMEONE SOOOO MUCH, Soo much that I started looking forward to his messages and to seeing him 🙈🙈.
Now back to the lesson. So in my 24 years on this planet earth, I've only felt this way like 2 or 3 times (I'll write about those times real soon) and it had been a while. So basically I had reached a point in my life that I considered myself EMOTIONLESS. Like I wasn't even remotely attracted to anyone and I was actually worried (NOT!! 😂😂😂). But actually I couldn't be bothered and that even made it worse cos I didn't even want to change anything about myself. Well let's keep going.
I met this human being earlier this year (won't mention the 'where' so I don't give my self away 😂😂) and by June he had started texting me. This went on continuously for a long time and eventually I fell for him 😩😩😩😩). I'm sure you're already awwwwning 😏😏😏... Lemme now burst your bubble. HE BROKE MY HEART!!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭. Yes, we never got around to the dating stage but it still hurt.
The worst part of it is the fact that I don't even know what happened. Like the same way he started messaging me out of the blue was the same way he just stopped. I'm sure you're thinking I should talk to him about it 😂😂😂, NEVER, can never be me... Hian. I should now go and be asking "where did I go wrong" like all these Nigerian films, NAHHHHH!!!
Funny thing was that my instinct told me it won't end well, I knewwwww but as the saying goes, NOBODY TELLS THE HEART WHEN TO LOVE ( I really don't know if I got that right 😂😂).
Well, I learnt that I actually still have a whole lot of love to give and I'm not emotionless as when it comes to relationships. I'm looking forward to trying again soon. I've not given up on love yet.
Peace out!!!
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I'm sure you're wondering what is the lesson here, chill, I'll get there soon.
But wait first, isn't the term falling in love too extreme for a hard hearted person like me. Okay lemme rephrase the statement.
I LIKED SOMEONE SOOOO MUCH, Soo much that I started looking forward to his messages and to seeing him 🙈🙈.
Now back to the lesson. So in my 24 years on this planet earth, I've only felt this way like 2 or 3 times (I'll write about those times real soon) and it had been a while. So basically I had reached a point in my life that I considered myself EMOTIONLESS. Like I wasn't even remotely attracted to anyone and I was actually worried (NOT!! 😂😂😂). But actually I couldn't be bothered and that even made it worse cos I didn't even want to change anything about myself. Well let's keep going.
I met this human being earlier this year (won't mention the 'where' so I don't give my self away 😂😂) and by June he had started texting me. This went on continuously for a long time and eventually I fell for him 😩😩😩😩). I'm sure you're already awwwwning 😏😏😏... Lemme now burst your bubble. HE BROKE MY HEART!!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭. Yes, we never got around to the dating stage but it still hurt.
The worst part of it is the fact that I don't even know what happened. Like the same way he started messaging me out of the blue was the same way he just stopped. I'm sure you're thinking I should talk to him about it 😂😂😂, NEVER, can never be me... Hian. I should now go and be asking "where did I go wrong" like all these Nigerian films, NAHHHHH!!!
Funny thing was that my instinct told me it won't end well, I knewwwww but as the saying goes, NOBODY TELLS THE HEART WHEN TO LOVE ( I really don't know if I got that right 😂😂).
Well, I learnt that I actually still have a whole lot of love to give and I'm not emotionless as when it comes to relationships. I'm looking forward to trying again soon. I've not given up on love yet.
Peace out!!!
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