Day 5 #gratitudeSeptember

 Grateful for my Masters program irrespective of how it is going right now. If any body had told me in 2019 that I would still be doing my masters right now I wouldn't have believed at all. 

This was not the plan at all. I left a life in Abuja for this. I left a relationship for this, I left a position in Church for this. As much as I don't think too deeply about things, sometimes I can't help it and I end up asking myself what if I didn't leave Abuja, I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out. I don't speak about these things so people think I am not hurting over this situation but the truth is that I am and I am sooo sooo confused. 

I still believe that God will make a way for me to be done but in every situation, no matter how unfavorable it is, I am definitely grateful to God.

I mean I have my COREN certification, I get to be there for my parents, I get to serve in Church, I get to do classical music freely, I got into this fellowship, basically I am really really grateful to God.

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