Diary of an Unlucky girl.

It is 3:15pm on the 30th day of January, 2023 and I've just come to the conclusion that I am unlucky. Yeah, yeah I know what you are thinking "there is power in the tongue", "be positive", "no negative confessions" etc, yes I know, but what do you want a 28 year old, unmarried lady with a masters degree that has not been completed and a job that is so shitty to say? Doesn't all of these give off the scent of unluckiness, I just lost a dream job opportunity a couple of hours ago, and you say that's not being unlucky... not to talk of all the other things that have happened to me in the past, nahhhhhh, I think I've made peace with the fact that I am quite unlucky and I just go with the flow. 

But really, It's not like I'm asking for too much, I just want to be happy and from what I know about myself, the littlest things make me so happy but these days, it just seems like I can't even have the littlest things, I can't seem to even catch a break from all the unpalatable occurrences in my life. I am really sooo exhausted and most times, it just feels like I am drowning. I really need to breathe, nothing seems to be working anymore, but heyyy, at least I am alive, I guess that counts for something.

I really don't know the plan for this rant, but let's see how it goes. I hope I don't have more unlucky tales. See how I'm hopeful abi?? 


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